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Gifts and prayers from supportersThank you very much Robyn for the beautiful siggy. I really appreciate your support at this time. I am very sorry to hear you were diagnosed with ovarian cancer and I wish you all the best in your cancer treatment and days of no pain and suffering. Never give up on HOPE and there will be a cure someday. I will be by to see your space, if you are on private I don't know how I will do that, I guess I send one of those emails to get in when I am ready I will send you a message. Thanks again, for your prayers and support. Clinical Trials I am in one now, it's working.....the meds are working - what do you think of clinical trials?Clinical Trials
Do they work, have you ever been in one? What type of trial were you in? Did it work out for you?
I have been in this clinical trial since September 30, 2008 and so far the oncologist said the xeloda is working. This is the oral chemotherapy I am in the trial for. You see the hercepton stopped working and the cancer started toprogress again. I have a tumour in my brain and on my spine I have some spots. The did radiation for this but they are in very tricky spots and they couldn't get it. This is why I need a special chemotherapy that will get to the brain cause most chemo doesn't reach there. I also had cancer on my liver twice, the first time the other chemo took it away then I got three more spots and as far as I know the new chemo has taken that away. I can take this drug through the trial as long as it keeps working but the minute it stops they don't know what is next for me. Because of the HER2/ I need the herceptin or something like it and there is nothing to come out after the xeloda as far as I know. The oncologist told me to get my stuff in order and it was on that day I got on the internet and started looking for another answer, I wasn't just going to start getting ready to die. I am not ready to die and I am sure not gonna get ready for it, what does that mean for me. Plan and Pay for a funeral that I don't think will be in the near future because there is no way I am gonna give up that easy, if I have to I will travel to where ever I have to for another clinical trial if that's the route I have to go now then I just have to deal with that. The thing that has me most worried is the tumour in my brain, this is such a tricky spot to get it, and its got me real scared if nothing can reach it to kill the cancer. I am ready to fight with what ever they will give me to fight with cause for quite awhile it felt like nothing. I am not given options anymore cause there are none, now I will be lucky if there is one thing that I can do besides just keep getting everything out that gets full of cancer, but the oncologist said that's gonna be everything now, when they have to scan 95% of the time they will find cancer. It's very serious when its on your liver and this is the second time. I have been very lucky this past year and some, everything that I have taken for my late stage cancer has been stuff that has just been aproved or is in the process of getting aproved. I get the cancer somewhere else and they come up with a new chemotherapy for me to try, they had me for dead aproximately five months ago, when the doc said to get your stuff in order I just didn't know what that meant. It couldn't mean that I was dieing that just doesn't seem right . I have never felt better since I started this clinical trial - I was being admitted to hospital at least every three weeks and staying for four -five days. I thought every thing was going good, then all of a sudden the doc says that to me. I couldn't accept that and I don't - nobody can give you a time line, How could they? How could someone who doesn't feel what you feel know that you are on your way out? How can anyone but you know exactly how you feel and if its normal. I have felt very strange and wondered is this it? I don't know what happens at the end and this is the stuff that they are talking about and they wanted to know if my heart gives out do I want to be resistated and brought back ? Well I want to keep going for as long as this body can take all of this abuse, and I will never give up on HOPE and HOPE and PRAY everyday for that cure. You hear so much about the research but you don't hear about other things they sre doing with these donations like quality of life trials , why can't they work on making cancer patients more comfortable at home? I wish so much could be different in this cancer world. I have a letter that says I am cured of cancer and I got this letter in 1998 and I have had breast cancer since 1996, but it was a stage 0 a pre-cancer and when I had my breasts removed I had all of the cancer removed also. But then it came back two years after initial diagnoses. Then again in 2004 I was diagnosed with a stage four cancer from a stage 0. All of a sudden a cancer that I was told for eight years wasn't gonna kill me, all of a sudden I had this deadly cancer that is gonna kill me and faster than I thought at first. I have had to deal with this you have two years stuff for too long, not that I want to end it, I want to fight it so much harder and get rid of it. My blood tests have also been so much better since being on this medication and my tumour marker test is the lowest its ever been. I think the lowest since starting the test. It was at 42.1 and it went down to 62.0 when I had my ovaries removed and they had microscopic cancer in both oth them and they did have breast cancer cells in there. The docs were worried I had a new primary cancer on the Lung this time but it was on the lining of the lung and I had to have it drained a few times and the fluid was also tested for breast cancer cells and they were there, so what happened as it was explained to me. One cell escaped and woke up and started to spread and this can't be cured or surgery performed the doctor said there is only control for me now.
I will be coming back to update in a more apropriate manner as I don't like how I have explained stuff to you. I will be back and explain it alot better than I have. I apologize for taking so long to update my space but as I have said I have been admitted quite a few times this year again the last time being for six days. Right now they are so crowded at the hospital that they have the stretchers lined up the hallway saying its easier to look after the patients this was and also they are taking up to three days to get a room . There must be an infection circulating or something because as it stands now if you want to get sick than go the hospital best place to catch something right now. So fast its not even funny, how fast you can get sick at the hospital. Breast cancer awareness month is every month for me latelyThanks so much Lesley this tag is perfect for this month and every month..... October is National Breast Cancer Awareness Month
One in nine (11%) Canadian women is expected to develop breast cancer during her lifetime (this means by age 90), while less than 1% of Canadian men will be diagnosed with breast cancer. Only one in every 27 Canadian women will die from breast cancer. This means that about two-thirds of the women diagnosed with breast cancer in Canada will live through it. There is more cause to be optimistic. Since 1999, the incidence of breast cancer in Canada has stabilized. As well since the mid- 1980s, the number of people who die from breast cancer has declined steadily. The biggest improvement in survival has been in the 50-69 age group. Higher survival rates have been attributed to improved screening and treatment. WHAT TO LOOK FOR: Changes to look for include the following:
My Second Opinion from Princess Margaret Hospital
My Second Opinion Well yesterday was the day I had to go
to PMH (Princess Margaret Hospital) One of Toronto - Ontario's top Cancer Hospitals. I found out I am on the right track with my therapy and that is the main thing here. I am on chemotherapy and the right kind FEC 80/100 and soon to be changed to another kind and have the Herceptin added, this is what my oncologist has in mind and this is what they agree on at PMH. I was so happy to see that everyone is on the same page so to speak. And by the way I am doing really well on the chemo, my markers continue to go down and down, which means the cancer is shrinking. I am on my forth round on Tuesday the 18th of September and then there will be some changes, things are looking up and I can almost taste remission its so close. Knowledge Is Power - Cancer linksKnowledge Is Power
Alliance for Lung Cancer Advocacy, Support and Education - alcase.org
Canadian Cancer Agencies Public Health Agency of CanadaAlberta Cancer Board Cancer Epidemiology Cancer Mondial (global) - www-dep.iarc.fr Clinical Trials Cancer Trials - cancertrials.nci.nih.gov Contact Your Federal MP and Provincial MPP Federal MPs En Francais Centre d'oncologie Ville Marie Health Ministries Alberta
International American Cancer Society - www.cancer.org Lance Armstrong Foundation - www.LAF.org PubMed Central – A free archive of life sciences journals
American Journal of Clinical Oncology - www.amjclinicaloncology.com Professional Links Association of Oncology Social Work - www.aosw.org American Association for Cancer Research - www.aacr.org Tobacco Control Action on Smoking and Health – ash.org.uk
These are all from The Cancer Advocacy Coatition of Canada http://www.canceradvocacy.ca/ April 11, 2007: Canadian Cancer Statistics 2007
Chemo's got me down, But I'm getting back up - it's working it's magic thank god....
But in the past couple of months I have also found out that I am also Her 2/neu positive (meaning my cancer is more aggressive) only 30% of women have this and are eligible for a little more help from a different class of drug called smart drugs like Herceptin to slow it down some.
My cancer has now progressed to the liver with tumours that have to be shrunk there, also there are swollen lymph nodes and all this came about so fast, I haven't had to deal with this toxic/brutal medication - Doesn't mean I haven't given it alot of thought - I knew one day I would have to have it because I would need it just didn't know when?
That time is here and it's been a rough one I will tell you that much I am not here to candy coat it I couldn't if I tried.
But also it's nothing I can't handle because I have to. Really what else can I do? The stuff makes you so sick and you have no choice but to count down till the next time you get it because every day is 7 days post chemo or 3 days post chemo, and so forth not just another day, they all mean something In the way your handling your chemotherapy. If your feeling fine then great but chances are there is some small thing wrong you think but its not so small, it can turn into weeks in the hospital fast. I wonder if you EVER get use to It? I doubt that very much?
Well I am happy to say six days in the hospital and two nights in ER and my two rounds of chemotherapy have paid off, my tumour markers have already dipped down almost 100 pts. from 275 to 189.
I was so happy to hear that I didn't know what to do and no more getting sick that part is under control too. Things are looking up.
I still have a second opinion coming up with the big city hospital Princess Margaret I have to double check that they are giving me the right stuff and at the right time and about the Herceptin should I be recieving it NOW or Later? It's always good to double check and get your second opinion when things change so drastically with your health and your therapy, well this is the second time my therapy has changed that is also why I am just making sure. I started with Princess Margaret so I do have a very good dr. down there I always check with. Just a precaution it is my life we are talking about here.
Chemotherapy - the art of giving just enough medicine to kill the cancer and not you....... Yeah I am back and once I figure out how this MSN works again I will be updating - lots to catch up on and I so look forward to seeing what everyone else has been up to and thanks for all your well wishes they are greatly appreciated Always the greatest Support here on MSN SPACES. Look Both Ways Men Do Get Breast Cancer Too
Just my way of saying that "Men Get Breast Cancer Too!" Please pass this page along to your friends and family! Males are no different they have breast tissue therefore, if you should feel any changes in your breasts, anything at all, lumps, bumps puckerness, anything. "When in doubt, CHECK IT OUT" Cancer does not discriminate it chooses no one, it just happens and most doctors have no reasons why it did happen to us. One day you are fine and the next you are starring death in the face so it seems, but cancer is no longer a death sentence and it has no PREDJUDICES whatsoever. It doesn't care who it chooses young or old, rich or poor, male or female, black or white, it just doesn't matter everyone is prone to this disease. We are living with Cancer longer and longer thanks to medical breakthroughs through cancer research and lots of cancer money being raised through a lot of fundraising and people always giving to Cancer because everyone has been touched in some way there was a time that Cancer was a death sentence but not these days and WE are living longer and longer with Cancer each day through modern medicine and breakthroughs happening daily in the medical oncology field. One day there will be a cure for cancer.
John W. Nick Foundation, Inc. Created November 9, 1995 in memory of A non-profit organization focused on educating http://www.johnwnickfoundation.org/index.html a very informative website for men diagnosed with breast cancer or interested in breast cancer prevention.
This poem was written by a man from New York. With his permission I would like to share it with you. Masquerade I see my struggle when I look in the mirror At my body, sore and tender Yet another dose of reality making it all seem clearer My strength tested for as long as I can remember And with my head held high and proud I challenge this journey with mighty stride To escape the curse of this painful shroud With our voices soaring high The end of this masquerade is close at hand Our fight continues-another day going by The silence is over from your fellow Man. (This poem is dedicated to all the quiet stories of men who suffer from Breast Cancer. The silent victims of this horrific disease need not be ashamed or emasculated, but rather stand united on the front to eradicate Breast Cancer with our more recognized fighters.) -Dan McOlvin, copyright 2006. © 1998-2006 John W. Nick Foundation, Inc. ® All rights reserved.
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